Oh Mrs…

I miss you so much…I drove past your house last night – your front light was on, and my heart broke… I was walking the dog on Monday, and almost called in for a cuppa… it’s like there’s an invisible “reality check” at the top of your street though, I can see your house, I turn in to call by, and then I bounce back, when reality sets in, and I realise you’re no longer there…

I saw Nic today… she misses you… she’s doing well though, she looks really well, and David and Charlotte are looking after her nicely for you! Murphy hadn’t forgotten me – he was all over me with his “stories” and kisses – I’m pretty sure he took off all my makeup!! He’s been scrapping again though – he just got 10 staples taken out a few weeks ago! Nightmare pup!

It was really strange being just Nic and I… there’s a chair in that office that just has your name all over it, and really, I missed you so much today… It’s going to get easier, but I’m struggling to deal with it now that I am home.. I think that being away meant I could almost not process the fact that you were gone, and only now, as I go about day to day life, is it really hitting me…

I miss you lots… I want to show you my new ponies, and get your advice on stallions for Trudi – YES – we’re breeding her!! Looking at a wee Connemara, Nic thinks I’m mad! Anyway chick, I miss you.. it’s really tough, but I know that I’ll see you again on the other side… and the thought of seeing you looking all flipping gorgeous again, and that beautiful smile, keeps my chin up… I can’t wait to see you again… Keep singing Mrs… as always!
xxxxx

Game On!

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